If it helps any, I have perhaps too much experience with dying and coming back to life. Not quite like this, but similar. Definitely no less jarring. I can also talk about the difficult choices that we must all make, and echo your sentiments. I bear no ill will to any of you.
Normally I have a bit of a policy about conjured food but in this case, fuck it. If it kills me then that'll be something for the scientists to deal with. They clearly have the technology.