BBK
Bucky, there is a lot to unpack there. Not just because of the Soviet programming, but also because you were a child that the army turned into a soldier. There's a lot about how you feel and how you see the world that just isn't your fault. It's the result of how you forged who you were, and what was right and what was wrong.
But what's special about you is the fact that you didn't - and haven't - every let go of the way you wish things were. You're protecting Kobik, you're keeping her safe and you don't want people to use her because you wish the world was one where people wouldn't. You know, even though it happened to you over and over, that we can do better an you want to do better. There's a lot of love in you.