I mean, I feel like that sometimes too, and I don't have abilities like you do. I've just had to do some shady shit to protect my friends and people I love.
Don't worry, most people don't know about the deer! It's one of those weird obscure things that I know only because I'm a nerd and know weird and obscure things that most other people don't care about. It's name was Ip and it slept in a bathtub.