We're in the same age range, so what's unfortunately terrifying now is something that you keep working on and in a few years you'll have a better grasp on and it'll be just another thing that's part of you. And that doesn't make it any less impressive, in my book, either way. No matter what kind of talent or ability it is, if you got at it with the same perspective, you can do better and get better.
Yeah, it's like. I sometimes wonder if I should change my name. It feels like the thing to do, but I've always been Audrey, and my mom named me after Audrey Hepburn who's pretty cool and had a pet deer which is awesome. So... I don't know. I go by another name online cause you can do that on the internet, but I'd never legally change it to something more... neutral, I guess, because I don't really see the point. Folks get it or they don't.