Maria. Please don't freak out on me, because I'm already freaking out on me and I'm trying to hold it together, so I need you to hold it together too so we can both hold it together, okay?
Because every time I think I'm done with this, is just [...] it just keeps happening again and what if it never stops and what if this is just my life now? I'm jumping at shadows and I tried to talk to Malcolm about it today and I don't know maybe I said shit wrong but he just totally ignored me.
So. So focus on the good news, okay. We have to focus. Both of us.