No. No, that wasn't what he'd wanted. This was wrong, so wrong. Even subconciously, Harry knew that. He'd wanted someone to keep pushing, someone to reach his breaking point to where he had no choice but to face what was happening to him. But no one seemed to see that. He was going to crack. Seven years of fighting this, years prior fighting the Dursleys, and he was going to lose it.
He couldn't do this. He couldn't stay where everyone was happy and celebrating and keep a smile on his face. He was ruining Remus and Tonks' big day and he knew it and he felt awful, but there was no way. Getting to his feet, he gave Ginny another minute before following her out the exit. Only he didn't turn and stop at the loo. Harry made it through the double doors of the Entrance Hall and out to the gates, past the Apparition point. Back to Godric's Hollow. Though, admittedly, he wasn't sure for how much longer.