Mandy sighed as his fingers ran through her hair and she let him baby her. It was nice and comforting and once all the shampoo was out of her hair, she smiled at him, letting her forehead touch his chest. "Sometimes, lessons can be hard," she murmured, tilting her head back up. But, she had a feeling he really understood what she meant now. It was awful thinking about the person you loved with someone else. Course, she'd never had to see it. At least, not the way he had. "It's cause I love you so much," she said, feeling nauseated.
She let her head loll about as he moved his soapy hands over her skin. "Always yours," she murmured, staring at the ceiling, nipples tightening into aching peaks as he teased her body. She sucked her stomach in, his touch making her sensitive and aching. Merlin. "I've never been this drunk before," she said, feeling a bit out of it. Bracing her hand on his chest, she let her fingers trace soapy patterns over the broad muscle. Her fingers traced a heart over his heart before she slid her arms around his waist, pulling herself closer to him.
"I want to lay down," she murmured, feeling like a complete idiot. She wanted Roger. He made her ache for him and she wanted him to make love to her. Claim her as his and never leave her. She wanted to marry him and have his babies and just be with him forever. "You can't leave me. Cause we have to get married and have babies and be a family. You're the only family I have and I want to be yours." She really had no idea what she was saying half the time but leaning against him, she couldn't help the ridiculous words that kept pouring from her lips. "You have to be mine forever."