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"I just..." she trailed off, and visibly deflated when she realized that maybe being here, when she'd break down in tears at the sight of him so deflated, would do more harm than good. He was going through hell, and there was literally nothing she could do to help him. And that... that tore her apart more than almost anything in this situation. "I want to..." she blinked, and sat down on his bed. She was completely helpless, completely useless to him right now.
For the first time in a long time, one of Rae's loved ones was facing a problem that she could do absolutely nothing about. And it was hitting her like a freight train. Making her feel completely useless. All the love she had for him, so much that the thought of losing him was crushing her, and there was nothing she could do.
"I'm sorry..." was all she could say. For what, she couldn't exactly pick out. "I'm just... making it worse for you right now. Aren't I?" she asked him, blinking hard in attempt to push the tears back, but pushing them out instead.