I love... life.
It's just amazing.
When I think about the millions of millions of random coincendences that meant I'm here today its really scary.
If there was any random change in the past I wouldn't be here. It's amazing to think that if my great great great.... all the way back to the BIG BANG (If that's what you believe in) if it had have happened a milli second later I wouldn't be here. if my dads sperm had felt tired and my sperm hadn't been the fastest I could not be here today. If my nan had have let my pop go back to england I might not be here today. If my great great grandma hadn't have been forc4ed into her marragiage, I probably wouldn't be here today. It's really overwhemling when you think about how impropable it is that your actually alive it makes you very humble.
And today I am loving life. And I'm thankfull for every little random chance that happened that meant I'm here today. I am ready to embrace life. Its not worth wasting.
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