nimrod_9 (nimrod_9) wrote in hp_may_madness, @ 2012-05-15 21:27:00 |
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Entry tags: | #madness2012, author: nimrod_9 |
Day 10 (15) Caught part 2 , Remus/Severus
Title: Caught! Part 2
Pairing: Lupin/Snape
Word Count: 661
Rating: PG-13
Warnings: Unbeta’d,
Challenge: Day 10 – no smut today…sigh, but I’m posting again!!
Part one back in day 9....i can't max firefox add the link
Severus stood rooted to the spot. He knew he should apparate, at least to the lower floor; it would be best to leave entirely, but he couldn’t exit the house that way because of the protections placed upon it. Lupin was cleaning himself up and had begun to dress. Severus blinked and quietly cast a cleaning charm and a drying spell on his trousers. Lupin shrugged into his shirt.
“Did you need something, Severus?”
“You just…” Severus started again. “I didn’t…” All the old thoughts and feelings bubbled up. He had spent years ignoring, crushing, attempting to escape his desires. After he had finished at Hogwarts, he had explored the Muggle gay clubs. It would have been easy to be sucked in, but the powerful darkness of Voldemort had drawn him inexorably, completely back into the Wizarding world. Once Lily had been killed and he had returned to Hogwarts, he had focused solely on redeeming himself. Suddenly, the fact that he was a sexual being was brought screaming back slap him in the face. He took a deep breath.
“Severus? Did Albus send you?”
He shook his head.
“I’m hungry. I’ll make sandwiches and I think Molly left some leek soup.” Remus stepped past Severus.
Severus followed; his thoughts were a jumbled mess.
Remus cast a warming charm on the soup pot and took and armful of items from the cold box. "Roast beef all right?"
"Lupin, I just watched you wank aren't you the least bit embarrassed?"
Remus shrugged. "You just watched me aren't you?"
Severus was many things aroused, scared, confused, angry, and embarrassed, the list went on. He hadn't felt that much in a very long time.
Remus cut the bread and slathered two pieces with butter and two more with horseradish. "I imagine you've wanked before so you know how it goes."
"But anyone could have walked in on you, not just me. What if I'd been Potter or Granger?"
"Generally, they make more noise then a herd of erumpents so I could have easily closed the door or made for the loo. You were very quiet." Remus cut the sandwiches and put the soup into bowls. With two short trips, the food, drink and utensils were all on the table. "Let's eat."
Severus sat down and decided eating was the least stupid thing he'd done today.
Remus chewed a bite of sandwich and then started on his soup. "Molly does make good soup."
"Mmmhmm."
"So why were you here? Or is it some classified Albus errand that I can't know about?"
"An Order errand, but as you suggest one that only I need to know about."
"Ah. So why did you stay and watch me?"
Severus stared at his soup. The silence stretched.
"Are you gay or bi or was it just a shocking curiosity?"
Severus squirmed as his cock hardened as he remembered watching Remus pulling his prick, muttering Severus' name. Gods, why was he successfully repressed libido suddenly rearing its randy ugly head? Even his thoughts were brimming with double entendre. "Not that it's any of your business."
Remus chewed thoughtfully. "You did watch me and obviously you enjoyed yourself."
How did one divulge secrets one could barely acknowledge to oneself? Severus chewed his lip.
"I won't say anything." Remus watched him carefully. "I prefer men myself."
"But Tonks!"
"And she is using me to cover her own very personal story. As far as the other, if you just watched out of curiosity that's ok too."
Suddenly it was all too much, the war, Lupin and his gentle casual acceptance of being someone different. He snorted to himself, of course, it had to be easier if you’ve already had to accept the fact that you’re a werewolf. He must have been silent for too long, because he felt a warm hand on his cheek.
“It’s all right, really.” Remus said quietly.
Severus could feel his eyes brink rapidly. Slightly moist, soft lips brushed his.