OMG this is incredible! I love your Rufus and I LOVE your Augustus. He's so attractive despite everything and man does this paring actually make sense! And it's SUCH a heartbreaking story. I loved the very end, Augustus closing his eyes, unable to stop anything now but not willing enough to watch. And I LOVE the breakout scene, with how Rufus has been subconsciously counting days and his sense of relief that is so WRONG but he can't help it anyways. Loved this so much <3