To: nathancoventon@houren.com From: annabellethomas@houren.com Date: August 26th, 2051 @ 13:15 Subject: re:Question
Um. Er. Well. Yes. No. I don't know. We spoke yesterday, but not in person, and this was before I even knew. I thought he was nice, you know? I think lots of people are nice. I don't know how I feel about marrying him, I guess? I haven't cried or anything. I don't know how I'm meant to feel. Sort of… blah, really. But I'm sure it'll be fine. It's not forever. It's not like I didn't know this was coming. I haven't talked to him today but I probably should at some point.
I'm really glad I met you. You actually do feel like the brother I've never had, which I know sounds so insane because I haven't known you that long, but I used to wish there was someone like you around when I was little. You'd really 'have a word' if I was having trouble with him, then? That makes me giggle. You're a good brother, you are.
Honestly, Nate, I think the fact that you're so worried about letting her down is a good sign that it'll all work out for you, because the alternative is that you wouldn't care at all about how she felt or what she wanted and that would be a horrible situation. There are so many selfish people like that out there in the world that it makes the nice ones all the more special when you find one, and obviously Ruby has found one, so don't worry so much about upsetting her and be happy! You got the girl you liked, and if she doesn't like you just as much she's mad, which she's not. I have a good feeling about you both in my tummy.
It really is a good feeling, not hunger. Although I wouldn't say no to another cream puff.