Landon was sweet. Madison had had a crush on him before they shagged, she'd seen him since they were next door neighbors and always felt her stomach go all fluttery. So naturally, when they shagged…well she got scared. She'd made a terrible impression on him. He thought she was loose and probably thought she was gross now too. It was a silly thought, sure, but she was a girl. Girls do that and she was probably the master of it. "Yeah…it was." she whispered quietly and nodded.
"Clear the air…" she murmured softly and traced her finger on the table. "I didn't…" Madison began and paused, "I only left because…I um…it um…" She blew out a long breath of air, "I never do that. So I panicked. And I left. And…I hadn't really planned on it. Y'know." She attempted to explain quietly and continued tracing her finger along the table, not really wanting to make eye contact with the boy in front of her. But she sucked it up and looking at Landon, her cheeks pink, suddenly very aware of her midriff showing…no, suddenly very aware of all the skin showing on her body.
Madison laughed nervously and sat back before crossing her arms against her stomach, trying to cover it. "I just…I don't now. I guess I didn't want you thinking that I skipped out…just…because i didn't want to see you. Because I did. I um…I just…I wanted to. I er…" Her words weren't forming in her mouth properly and it was pissing her off. "Fuck. I'm sorry. I literally…cannot speak right now. Um. I just…" Madison pressed a hand to her forehead, eyes closed, and let her hand drop on the table, landing on Landon's. She felt her head stop spinning, her stomach lurched and slowly she looked at Landon before feeling her hand twitch a little away from his, wanting it to linger just a little longer. But it was awkward, so she tugged it back quickly.