i know it's a sin to kiss and swallow (amillion) wrote in hexedcity,
It was like a flood of tears came out as soon as Brady said it was okay. It wasn't that he had to wait for that moment, but just hearing Brady be so soothing and so supportive, got to him even more. He couldn't hold it back at that point. He was sniffling and constantly wiping tears away as Brady spoke to him with words that seemed so planned out and calm yet incredibly sincere. Brady was so strong, the rock that Milian needed right now. And after the gentle kiss to his cheek which meant the world to Milian, he pushed his face against Brady's chest and threw his arms around him. Milian was desperate not to let go and he held onto Brady tightly, crying still, tears soaking through Brady's shirt.
"I just needed to know," Milian said in a high voice. The whole phrase came out patchy and unmelodious. "I'm sorry," he repeated. Milian was so caught up with the idea that he might push Brady away for doubting him. And he didn't want that to happen.
Everything that Brady was saying made Milian feel so good and he wanted to tell Brady everything that was in his heart but his mouth wasn't working and all he could seem to do was sputter out these tears. He moved his hands down over Brady's shoulders and even further down his chest until they were between his and Brady's bodies. His fingers curled in the fabric as he took to holding him there. "I love you. I love you so much, Dy," Milian panted as he lifted his head up and whispered the words to Brady's neck. They were spilling out, but he meant what he was saying.