"Yeah?" Benny said. If he looked it would be marked on his work calendar for the witches who followed the traditional cycles, but he had utterly failed to study up on what each holiday meant. "Remind me what Beltane's about?" he prompted gently. He figured Ram had learned this stuff early enough that it would be an easy question for him to answer.
Honestly Benny was glad that Ram couldn't see his face because he doubted how much pain he was sure was written across it would help. As it was his fingers scrunched helplessly into the fabric of Ram's top for a few seconds. "You can grab me as much as you like." They had been far more intimate than this, but he didn't expect Ram to start any sort of inappropriate grabbing, but he was so tactile most of the time that it was so obviously painful to not be able to have that level of touch with someone he was used to being able to touch almost anytime he liked.