Regret it forever... Yeah, she did know. She was having regrets about a certain someone, and she didn't know if she really wanted to rectify it or not. Or if she even could. Dammit all.
In response to his thanks, Sydni only smiled softly. "If you know how to drive a boat, you could take her out on the ocean. Or even just the beach - fewer bugs. If you go to a lake or something near dusk or after dark, it'll be murder for bugs. But daytime would probably be ok. I think it'd be more romantic at night, though. Oh, and give her flowers. Pick them yourself or buy them... I just think flowers are special, that's all." She hadn't been given flowers by anyone since Jason. Justina had never thought to, and none of her dates in between had ever brought her flowers. It was one thing that made her simply melt. Even a single flower, picked on a walk would do. It was spontaneous that way.
At his next question, Sydni blushed first, and looked a bit shocked. Trying to cover her surprise and embarrassment, she swallowed and said very carefully. "It is a big deal. To me, anyway. No, I didn't plan it out, but I did love him very much, and he loved me. I think it should always be a big deal. I don't believe in casual sex - I'll only be with someone for whom I care, and who cares for me. Only me," she added softly. Dammit, why was she getting all worked up? It was her mood undoubtedly. Making her all morose.