Teagan just wanted him to close. She needed to remind herself that it was John and it was okay. He'd never hurt her on purpose, even though that's exactly what was likely to happen. She wanted to believe in his words, to believe that they'd be the same after too. But they wouldn't be. She wasn't sure it would be okay after - after this how do they go back to just being friends? How do they are they act it never happened? She'd never felt so vulnerable or exposed in her life.
Normally, she would have at least smiled, but instead, she moved her hand and buried in his shoulder, not wanting to look at him during. She closed her eyes tightly when she felt him there. All she felt at first was a bit of uncomfortable stretching which didn't really bother her. If it was no worse than this, she'd laugh at herself after. She really would. A little harder than she intended, unsure what she was trying to prove, she bit his shoulder.