John's full weight went down on Teagan when she wrapped her arms around him and pulled him down. He tried not to crush her but it was hard. She was holding onto him for dear life. He looked down at her after she broke the kiss. Hearing that she was scared tore into him. He didn't want her to be scared. He knew that she was not scared of him but what they were doing but he still believed that she shouldn't have reason to be scared.
"It will be okay," he whispered to her reassuringly, leaning in to kiss her again. "You can have whatever you want. You can hold me and I will go slow. I wouldn't want you to kill me," he replied with a smirk, wanting to bring in some humor and ease her tension.
He positioned himself between her legs. It was a little harder to do when he was leaning over her like this but he could do it. He wanted her to have what she wanted with this and if it mad her feel better, he would do what he could. The tip of penis pressed against her entrance and he slowly began to push in.