Lavender nodded quietly as she settled herself for this. She quickly dropped the smile when Malachi began entering her. It did seem more like her own nerves that this was going to hurt or something? It didn't hurt, but it didn't feel quite right or the same at first. She remembered the Healers saying something about it might feel uncomfortable the first time. Maybe this was a good thing, it took her mind off of Nicodemus?
She looked up at Malachi with a quiet desperation, needing to connect with him on an emotional level or she might lose her mind set completely. She reached up to place her hand on the back of his neck. "Kiss me," she whispered to him.