Lily looked away for a moment as she laughed. "Now, that is a little complicated," Lily replied as she looked back at him. "I didn't mean to bring up a philosophical conversation."
She leaned her elbows against the table. "No one is a saint," she said after a moment. The faction she was in did great things. They weren't perfect though and she knew that. She accepted that. "We all have our down points and we all have our luck. Some people who don't deserve breaks in life get them. Some people that do deserve them, don't. Really, if you think, it's all a bit random but that's depression to think about. I prefer to think that I make my own luck. I haven't bothered to look for another love for the past two decades. So, of course I am alone now."