Lavender looked at Cormac, then Katie. She paused to take a spill of her tea before she responded to think if she wanted to go there with them.
"It's complicated," she finally said. "More then you think. Malachi's hesitant. I'm, I don't think I am? But I might be?" She sighed hoping they could handle this. "Things got pretty ugly the night I went into labor. I almost had sex with Nicodemus while possessing Malachi. When I realized it wasn't him, he... tried to rape me. I managed to fight him off and knock him out till Octavius got there," she shrugged finding it painful to recall.