Teagan shook her head. She tried not to focus on the feeling of his body on top of hers, how good it felt. It was only rare she allowed herself into these situations, but even before, it was never like this. She never felt so aware of John, how he felt, how his breath felt, how his lips felt. She was just so very aware and conscious of him that it drove her to distraction a little. Trying to focus on what he said, she shook her head again.
"Sorry, John, no. Just no," she said, bringing her hand up to push softly against his chest. She wasn't being too hard or persistent, but she was trying to make her opinion known. She didn't want it to be like this, to be tonight. She didn't want to take advantage of the fact he wasn't feeling well or worse that he was in pain. It was about pleasure, not causing him more pain. "Please. No," she whispered, keeping her face turned away.