Jocelyn could barely believe that. She actually laughed. "Well, no. If only--" She stopped, feeling a caught in her laugh. A sob almost. Just thinking of that night made her want to curl away now. So she just fell silent. She looked down at her hand in his and felt tears in her eyes. In her new brown eyes, she had tears over something that'd happened when she was looking out of her normal hazel ones. Why is that fair? she asked herself as tears escaped down her cheeks.