Malachi frowned. He knew better than to ask her why he was better off than her. "Yeah, Lavender chose me after. But wouldn't she be better off? Wouldn't Truth be better off?" he asked, looking at Katie. "You know them better than I do. Well, no. You don't know Lavender better than I do." He sketched some more in silence. "I just want to give them all the best. Sometimes I don't feel like that's me. I don't regret it, you know? I love them. I just think they are more worthy than me."