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Tweak says, "Draco wears leather pants"

Casper Kim (casperkim) wrote in gooseberry,
@ 2017-01-22 19:13:00

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If you hear crying heading back to camp or doing rounds tonight, don't fucking follow it. It's the thing in the woods again.

[Warded to Asher]

I made it back. I'm fine. I told you ~~I'd~~ it'd be fine.

[...]

I don't know what to say. I feel like a idiot. I don't know what what happened. I don't know why I was so afraid or what I was running from. ~~I don't know why the fuck I was crying. I don't c~~ Except. I guess this is like last time, isn't it? Just with fear instead of sadness. ~~So why does it feel so much wor~~

I'm sorry.

This thing needs to leave me the hell alone.

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	Rafael\|Casper firstposition 2017-01-23 09:30 pm UTC (link)
	She is not, but this has gotten out of control. You are making this into a fight when it does not need to be. You and me, we are going on rounds as soon as you finish explaining to me what happened. Step back from arguing with them. Yes. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

Rafael|Casper

casperkim
2017-01-23 10:24 pm UTC (link)

~~But I'm not the one tha~~

Fine. Fucking fine. It's done. All right?

[...]

I was walking back from the Lodge tonight and I heard someone crying around the bend in the trail. I kept walking, but when I got around the curve there wasn't anyone there. Except then I heard the same sound coming from the woods. I thought something might be wrong, so I followed it again and the sound moved again. I was about to keep walking into the woods, but then I realized that the crying was too [...] consistent. Like a recording on a loop. The same hitching breath, the same sob, the same sniffling over and over again. And then it was like last time. I was suddenly afraid. More afraid than I've ever been in my life. And I got the hell out of there.

I ran to Ribbonfin. I don't know why, since I was closer to Ebonhide, but I did. Asher was the first person I crossed paths with and he helped me calm down. Kept me from making a damn fool of myself. [...] At some point, I'd started crying. I don't cry. I haven't cried since I was ten years old. And I don't run away when I'm afraid either. ~~I'm not a coward.~~ After I felt normal again, I came back here. I guess that's it.

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	Rafael\|Casper firstposition 2017-01-23 11:19 pm UTC (link)
	Thank you. [...] That is disturbing. I am glad you are all right. I do not even know if I want to speculate what that means. I dislike being in the forest. Hearing things like this reminds me why. We should walk near Coppertale tonight. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Rafael\|Casper casperkim 2017-01-23 11:44 pm UTC (link)
	Yeah. [...] I'm not sure there's a point to speculation anyway. Everything we know can point in at least two directions. I'm not afraid to patrol there, Rafael. We can walk wherever we're assigned to walk. (Reply to this) (Parent)

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