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Tweak says, "I do have a blood kink..."

Victoria Powers (vicpower) wrote in gooseberry,
@ 2016-12-20 10:45:00

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It's so good to be home and where the weather is something normal. Poor Hector has been basically buried in my blankets for the last week or so. He's a lizard. Heat lamps or no, he hates the cold even more than I do.

I asked him if he was glad to be home and this is what he said:

Glad we're on the same page. I think he's going to play some Clash later, so that'll be fun.

Private to Vee

Can I talk to you about some things?

Private to Will and Kele, seperately

~~sorry to be weird~~ ~~This is a strange question but~~ ~~Nope nope nope nope~~

Hey um, sorry I was way over nervous but um. Thanks for not making kissing games as weird as they could be?

Private to Sly
Hope you had fun at the dance with Pin. But now it's time to plot more things. Did you know Henrietta is really good at Charms. I'm filing that away for future reference.

What if we did something surprising but nice, like the champagne bubbles after the first sip will pop some glitter in the air. Nothing gross, nothing harmful, classy and cute.

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	orangepip 2016-12-20 02:37 pm UTC (link)
	What's the weather like where you are? Hector looks happier. That's nice. (Reply to this) (Thread)

	vicpower 2016-12-20 04:10 pm UTC (link)
	It's really nice. 72 and not a cloud in the sky. It gets colder at night but it's so pretty and it's nice to have warm sun again. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	orangepip 2016-12-20 05:09 pm UTC (link)
	Isn't it weird to go from snow to sun overnight? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	vicpower 2016-12-20 05:38 pm UTC (link)
	A bit but I don't mind if it means I get to feel warm. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	orangepip 2016-12-21 03:00 am UTC (link)
	I suppose so. It's raining here. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	vicpower 2016-12-23 11:11 pm UTC (link)
	Raining is fine, so long as it isn't too cold. It rains quite a bit here in winter. We get monsoons too, which is kind of terrifying and kind of awesome. (Reply to this) (Parent)

	V Squared misssperfect 2016-12-20 02:57 pm UTC (link)
	Of course my darling! Always. (Reply to this) (Thread)

	V Squared vicpower 2016-12-20 04:09 pm UTC (link)
	So..at the party... I played spin the bottle and kissed a couple boys. And it just felt...whatever. Is that common? It wasn't exciting or anything much at all. I'm not afraid anymore but I can't see why you'd do it on purpose or want to.... (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

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misssperfect
2016-12-21 06:24 pm UTC (link)

Oh really! That's exciting.

Sometimes it is? I know when I first started kissing it didn't really feel super exciting, not until I had my first boyfriend that I really liked, you know? And then it was better and easier with him, and now it's awesome. I still get the best feelings when it's someone I like, though.

And, who knows, maybe you need to try a couple girls too? I did that a little recently.

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	V Squared vicpower 2016-12-23 11:13 pm UTC (link)
	I don't know if exciting is the right word here. I just wanted to get it over with. I dont know, both of them were really nice and it wasn't as awkward as it could be, but it just didn't...feel like much of anything. I guess at least I'm not as freaked out about it. Maybe. You did? With who? Why don't I know this? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

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misssperfect
2016-12-23 11:26 pm UTC (link)

It'll come. When the time is right. And if it doesn't then that's fine too. Some people just aren't into that stuff.

Who were they? I'm glad they were good about it. I'm also glad you're not freaked out. It's nothing to be freaked about, but also not a huge deal if you don't want it to be. Whatever you're comfortable with.

Sun-mi, at the Grotto party in November. It wasn't a big deal. I just was curious. She was sweet and cute, but it's not the same as kissing Ras. No sparks.

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vicpower
2016-12-23 11:51 pm UTC (link)

Huh. You think that's true? That people just never do?

Kele and Will. They were both very very nice, and at least it wasn't a bunch of seniors or something. I was really nervous but it wasn't that big a deal? I guess now I don't even know why people do it. But well, time enough to learn about that later.

Huh. Sun-mi is nice. Maybe I should just ask someone like Bianca or Ana if they'd be willing to try. Because maybe it'll be different?

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	Kele/Vic gaspingbreath 2016-12-21 10:10 pm UTC (link)
	It's fine. I think there were a lot of people nervous about the games, but it was a lot of fun. I think kissing is taken more seriously here than it is back home. (Reply to this) (Thread)

	Kele/Vic vicpower 2016-12-23 11:14 pm UTC (link)
	Yeah? Maybe. I've never done it before. I was a bit nervous and then someone convinced me I should just try it and stop worrying so much about it. I don't think they were wrong, but yeah. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Kele/Vic gaspingbreath 2016-12-30 05:52 pm UTC (link)
	I know people can obsess over such games because of gender and sexual issues too, but sexual ideals should not limit a game. Things are more complicated with people like me when those issues start getting thrown around. heh. (Reply to this) (Parent)