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Timothy Drake ([info]doyouevenlift) wrote in [info]gooseberry,
@ 2016-11-28 18:00:00

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Entry tags:! journal, christopher park

[warded to Cecil]

hey so

Remember how I

So this is weird but

I'm fucking wasting ink and


So remember how I told you

Last time I got drunk. Or the time before last. That if you ever wanna talk about anything etc etc I kinda meant it.

[warded to diego]

so I kind of remember everything you said while I was

I remember saying that my tea smelled like

I remember you saying that your

Because I remember what Levi said about his

I think you should know that what I said was

Fuck


[warded to Levi]

So. How You feeling?

[warded to Rosy]

Rosy.



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Chris | Rosy
[info]rosmarinus
2016-11-28 07:24 pm UTC (link)
[...]

Chris.

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Chris | Rosy
[info]doyouevenlift
2016-11-28 07:25 pm UTC (link)
Feel like going down to the lake?

And body checking your embarrassment away?

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Chris | Rosy
[info]rosmarinus
2016-11-28 07:28 pm UTC (link)
Oh thank god I thought you were going to say something about those stupid poems like EVERYONE ELSE HAS

Fucking finally, someone's talking sense.

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Re: Chris | Rosy
[info]doyouevenlift
2016-11-28 07:47 pm UTC (link)
Good.

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Chris/Diego
[info]morale
2016-11-28 07:48 pm UTC (link)
Just a hunch but I feel like you might have something to tell me.

(Sorry, joking, we don't have to talk if you don't want to.)

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Re: Chris/Diego (congratulations Diego you have bigger balls than Chris)
[info]doyouevenlift
2016-11-28 07:56 pm UTC (link)
I mean at least you can still joke. I had to spend a couple hours skating before I found my sense of humor.

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Chris/Diego (he's numb, it's making him bold)
[info]morale
2016-11-28 08:06 pm UTC (link)
Humor's all I've got left, man.

Sorry about yesterday.

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Re: Chris/Diego
[info]doyouevenlift
2016-11-28 08:17 pm UTC (link)
That sounds healthy, at least

Yeah me too. And sorry about probably everything I said to you yesterday.

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Chris/Diego
[info]morale
2016-11-28 11:35 pm UTC (link)
Is it, though?

It's okay. You were messed up. We both were. I just feel bad I wasn't really in a state where I could help you out.

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Chris/Diego
[info]doyouevenlift
2016-11-28 11:53 pm UTC (link)
Probably not but, aren't most of us just riding out on humor to hide our deep insecurities and anxiety?

you feel bad that you weren't in a state where you could help me out

are you fucking kidding me


Yeah but, it was a real gentle, constant rejection at least.

can i ask you a personal question

you told me not to tell cecil and levi we hooked up was it because

i mean do you have a


you know you have more than humor, though, right?

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Re: Chris/Diego
[info]morale
2016-11-29 12:29 am UTC (link)
Probably.

Oh, yeah. I've been told I play the guitar okay. [...] I'm going to be fine. You know, just in case you happen to be worried, and don't want to ask if I'm okay because we're both desperately playing this cool.

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Chris & Levi
[info]idfk
2016-11-28 08:38 pm UTC (link)
Better now that I've slept and ate and showered and my mouth doesn't taste like an ash tray.

How about you? That was fucking shitty. I just kept thinking about how I just put you through that shit and here it was happening again.



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Re: Chris & Levi
[info]doyouevenlift
2016-11-28 08:50 pm UTC (link)
That's good. There was so much salt in the air last night, my eyeballs were drying out. Wanted to offer you a snickers bar, and give you the line about how you're not you when you're hangry.

I'm fine though. I mean, it was a little soon. But you and me were alright yesterday. Like normal alright. It's probably the only fucking bright side. How's Diego?

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Chris & Levi
[info]idfk
2016-11-28 11:57 pm UTC (link)
Just giving you a little taste of my homeland. Salty as the sea.

Diego's keeping to himself. I don't blame him. I'm just going to give him some space.

Are we at least normal again? It felt good. I miss it.

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Chris & Levi
[info]doyouevenlift
2016-11-29 12:11 am UTC (link)
MMMM salt and the strong scent of ashtray. They should put that on the brochures

That sucks for him.

I miss it too. I kinda just miss you. so yeah, we're normal again. I'm not good at multitasking my being weird, and right now all of that just has to be focused on Diego. So I guess you have to default back to normal.

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Chris & Levi
[info]idfk
2016-11-29 04:28 am UTC (link)
Our brochure is just a picture of one of our giant hornets with the caption, "Β‘Vete a la chingada!"

Keep the weird directed at Diego so we can be normal again. I'm feeling selfish and I've missed you too much.

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Chris/Cecil
[info]choneychurch
2016-11-28 09:32 pm UTC (link)
I remember. And I appreciate that. But I don't think I can, Chris.

[...]

How're you holding up? I know last night was rough.

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Chris/Cecil
[info]doyouevenlift
2016-11-28 09:37 pm UTC (link)
Fair enough

I'm holding up fine. I didn't have a horse in this race. So once all that wore off, I was fine. But you kinda got put in the middle of it, so that was probably super rough for you too.

Though also, I'm kinda sorry about anything I said about you yesterday. I'm hoping I don't turn out that aggressive if I ever actually fall in love.

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Chris/Cecil
[info]choneychurch
2016-11-29 12:46 am UTC (link)
Thanks, Chris.

I'm glad you're all right. After everything that happened with Levi, I thought this might Being under the influence of something like that can't be easy, no matter who's involved. I know a lot of people are still struggling with what happened. If you ever want to talk, you know I'll listen?

[...]

Yeah. It was rough. I'm sure I could've handled it all better somehow, but at least we all made it through the night. And I think we'll be all right. If Diego and I can just talk about

Don't worry about it. People have said worse about me and I know you weren't really yourself last night. Amortentia isn't like falling in love; it makes you obsessed toward one person and volatile toward everyone else. If you're with the right person, falling in love should make you better. I think. [...] Anyway. You don't need to apologize.

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