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Timothy Drake (doyouevenlift) wrote in gooseberry,

Cecil is a way better therapist than Rosy, don't tell Rosy (this comment is so long idk)
Chris is completely oblivious of the unexpected position, and also Cecil's blushing, even though Chris is peering up at Cecil while Cecil speaks. Chris has a half response formed when Cecil starts brushing his hair back. Which doesn't happen a great deal on account of him being seventeen, and also crabby. Chris smiles and closes his eyes and makes a contented sound.

"s'not your fault," he says. "Just a bad year. Probably should've seen it coming, since last year was a good year. Usually how things work." They're three months into the school year; he hadn't expected things to go to shit so fast, but what could you do? "Oh, you mean because you're falling in love with Levi and he's falling in love with you, and that complicates things for me, right? It's fine," he repeats, and he kind of even sounds like he means it. Chris is the opposite kind of drunk than Diego is. Emotions and feelings and all that inconvenient crap tends to be a lot farther away when he got drunk.

"I don't think it's the love thing that bothers me, because I don't really look for that, right? It feels weird to me. I don't trust that shit. I think I'm just lonely. I guess I didn't realize how much time I spent with Levi before I stopped spending time with him," he elaborates. "Guess I didn't expect everything to change so fast. Didn't really expect to care, but I fucked around and got attached."

Chris opened his eyes to peer up at Cecil. He had the openness of detached inebriation. "But you don't have to be sorry, you didn't do anything. You're just over here, being calm and emoting and shit. You're doing fine. You look like a real adult, it's kinda weird. But you're a way better therapist than my therapist. Though she kisses pretty good for a virgin. Her lips are soft," he said emphatically, like that was his sincerest attempt to reassure Cecil that he was doing fine.