GLBT - March 21st, 2005

About March 21st, 2005

my father is a homophobe 02:37 pm
[info]crimsonblood35
My father and I have never seen eye to eye about anything, but having a father who is homophobic is very difficult to bare. I hate people who try to force their religion on you. Its like raping someone and crashing their dignity. When I was little, about 5 or so, I asked my dad if two men or two women date. He told me yes, but that it was wrong. I of course asked why, and he said because two men or two women can't love each other, and the bible says that its a sin. I didn't understand religion when I was five. I didn't get, and still don't get why people live their lives according to a bible. We kept talking about this for a while, and I eventually told my dad that I thought gay people could love each other if they really wanted to. He told me I was wrong, that he knew what's best, and to never be gay, he didn't want me to be that way. Since when do my parents decide what my sexual preference is? I'm not a lesbian, but for a few years, I was actually bisexual. I found myself attracted to men and women. I didn't know if it was good or bad so after a while I kinda made it fade away, cause I didn't know if you could be bi or not. Back then I didn't even know there was a such thing as bisexual, I didn't want anyone to know, especially my dad. Cause I was liking girls, and according to him, that was wrong. I don't think that anymore, but I'm not attracted to women anymore either.
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