I know...I'm just...why beat around the bush...I'm fucking terrified. I mean you know I'm a perfectionist...I just...back then it was a small junior high production basically no one was there. This...this is gonna be big. If I mess up there...I'll be humiliated.
Rehearsal might help...help me pick and auditions song...and don't complain when I make you work on it with me for hours on end. Oh God what if I get sick and lose my voice!