Usually Toni would have known the Allen house well enough to at least get to the living room. Right now though he just let himself be led along and let his feet move along on their own. He was feeling cold and dead inside as Alan probably was right now... He took the seat though and just looked down at his hand as both of hers wrapped around it. The warmth was one of the first nice feelings he'd had since the news hit him. He still pulled it away though. She'd gone and made a minute mistake by even telling him that had been growing into deeper hole with his already inner turmoil and trying to make sense of it. The tears in his eyes that were already threatening to fall weren't helping matters.
"Alan's gone. You two had a fight last night... And then he killed himself. And Mary had to be the one to find him there and she just had so much blood on her. You had to have been one of the last people to talk to him and then he FUCKING KILLED HIMSELF! WHAT DID YOU FUCKING SAY TO HIM, JOSIE?! Because one of the last people to talk to my best friend had to go and do something so stupid that I told you wasn't going to work anyhow and I can't even ask him about it because he's DEAD." Toni found he had suddenly run out of breath completely as he sat there starting to pant with sobs coming in between.