Should I just get over this? Is that what we're shooting for now? I don't know that I have the strength to beg any more any ways.
So outside of trying to figure out how to get you to admit your feelings for me, and figuring out if my feelings for you were actually what I thought they were, I have been trying to deal with maybe being a little hot for guys too.
Which was why I was trying to get you to realize I don't mean to tie you down. I just want...how the fuck do I put this? I just want to be able to kiss you in front of people, and be able to grab you and hold you close and not have it be weird.
I just want to be able to tell you that I think you are beautiful without getting punched in the arm. I want to know that us fucking around at the beach is more significant that us each getting off.