I guess you're right, it's just...I don't know. I'm just really scared that he's going to kill Sam, when it isn't really his fault. I sort of instigated it. I mean, I asked if he wanted a kiss, sure he made the move to just answer me by kissing me, but I started the ball rolling on that little...whatever.
It's so weird not Bethany...I thought that this little flutter I had been feeling was just left over from Valentine's Day so I decided to kiss him again just to see...and...the flutter is real. It's so not fair, I didn't want to fall for him. I mean he's a great guy, and really sweet, and he makes me happy, but...it's complicated. Why does the heart always want what it can't have?