Emily smiled, "I was pretty sure about that, you and Evan seem really devoted and crazy about each other. You make him really happy Natalie and also you're really good for him. You make sure he knows his place, I'm glad I'm not the only one who has to remind him of it all the time." She gave another little laugh.
At her question about it being her first kiss, "Well...no, well...sort of...it was sort of my first kiss where the guy kissed back. I mean I kissed Jacen goodbye when I ended our friendship. I was tired of being Princess Irulan, but I wanted a kiss from my Paul before I said goodbye forever...it's a Dune reference don't ask, it's long and confusing."
Emily ran a hand through her hair when Natalie said it didn't sound that traumatic...yet. She took that as a sign to keep going, "The problem is that...it didn't stop at kissing and it wasn't just an innocent little platonic peck. It was...well...it evolved into a serious make out session, I let him feel me up...I offered, said it was okay if he wanted to. We decided to go somewhere private and we chose the backseat of his car and...oh Natalie we got so close to actually...you know...doing...that. Luckily both of us decided to wait or were tired or something I don't even know. But the next morning we woke up and we were both shocked and sort of horrified at what transpired. I just don't understand...he and I were just friends...those feelings of want and desire just came out of nowhere. And now...I don't know what he wants or even what I want."