It was torture not being able to say what he wanted to say. What made it even worse was that he was sure Luke knew just what kind of relationship Mao really wanted. But he couldn't just put it out there in the open. All his real answers went through his head. I want us to be together. I want you to stop fucking Josie. I want you to tell me you like me as much as I like you.
Mao swallowed again, keeping his eyes shut. "All of the above?"