Who: Emily and Rory Where: Spinelli residence When: Sunday, February 6th, early afternoon What: Emily comes to see Gio and finds Rory Rating: Low Status: In-Progress
Emily glanced outside and made sure her guitar was safely secured in the case before her trek outside in the snow. That would be the last thing she needed, her guitar getting all wet and possibly having to buy a new one. Part of her was excited while the other was terrified. She knew Gio wouldn't pull something like Johnny did on her. If she was really horrible he'd tell her gently. He was like that. The snow wasn't really that bad anymore, but it still was cold and even with her trying to make it warm up just enough to melt it slightly she just couldn't. She still felt so hollow and empty and cold inside. Locking away your feelings, fighting so hard to maintain control was draining. Doing it alone was even harder.
As hard as she tried to focus on happy light things it just didn't work. She was miserable. Even though she smiled and told everyone that everything was okay. Told everyone she was fine...she wasn't. She was dying inside and it hurt to feel like no one noticed. Felt like no one cared. Even those close to her. Gio seemed to pick it up so did Sam. But Calvin and Katie...her best friends...she understood they were going through their own things but...it still hurt. Also Evan and Bethany taking her to therapy. How would that help? Could that doctor prescribe her something to stop her power. If so, bring it on, she'd give anything for that. But no...he'd give her something to make her more numb than she already was, make her a zombie. She couldn't and wouldn't do that. She finally arrived at the Spinelli house and a little wave of happiness spread over her at the apprehension of sharing her music with someone else. Music really was a good way for her to get all of her emotions out in a healthy and less dramatic way. She made her was up to the door and rang the doorbell.