Emily tugged on her hair as he laughed at her. This wasn't supposed to be funny, she was basically letting him into her soul, letting him know all her secret thoughts and feelings. She barely knew him...but...at least it wouldn't be as scary as when she would play a song for someone a song was about. Also Johnny maybe wouldn't know that this song would be about Jacen. Maybe he didn't remember that Songbird blog from forever ago...oh who was she kidding, of course he'd remember it. His mom is a reporter of course he'd keep up on the news around island. But there was nothing she could do about it now. She had asked him to listen and he agreed, she had to go through with it.
"Okay, well, this is sort of an old song but it's a bit more uptempo than my others. It's still sort of a ballad but...you know what I'm just going to shut up and play and you can let me know what you thing. Then I'll play you one of my more recent ones if you want." She placed her hands in the proper spots and shut her eyes as she focused on that lightness she had focused on earlier. Jacen. She then started on her song.