Josie Allen (cantcatchjosie) wrote in genome_project, @ 2010-10-21 23:43:00 |
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Entry tags: | josie allen, october 2010 |
Who: Josie & Luke
What: Comforting
When: October 21st, evening
Where: Allen residence, Josie's room
Rating: PG/PG-13
Status: In-Progress
Josie was lying on her bed in a baggy grey sweater that hung off one of her shoulders over a black tank top and a pair of her favorite soft jeans. Basically her lounging clothes. It had been a basic afternoon after school and now...this. What had happened? She was jut going around her normal life and helping plan a Halloween party, not hers she'd like to remind everyone. Also planning her eighteenth birthday party, the party she had been waiting for forever. And then suddenly she's a conniving bitch and a horribly selfish sister. Her brother, her twin, her blood was pulling away from her. He didn't really want them to be know as the Allen twins or 'Josie and Jacen' anymore. He wanted to be Jacen and she'd just be Josie. Separate, no twin bond, no nothing. Sure he hadn't said that but still...it sounded like that was what he wanted and that killed a little piece inside of her.
Also all this party business. Now she didn't want to throw Mia under the bus or anything, but Mao assuming it was all her idea not to invite him. She knew it was his birthday and tried to conviNce Mia to invite him, but she wouldn't budge. I mean it was Mia's party, so it was ultimately her choice. Josie glanced at the dress in her closet and smiled, everyone would be so shocked when it was revealed that Josie Allen was dressed so classy. Since apparently she was a whore. She let a few tears fall, when did her life turn into such a cyclone. What had she done? What didn't she do? Why did everyone suddenly hate her...why did Jacen, her own brother, turn on her?
Her other brother, the one who still loved her, JJ, popped in breaking her out of her thoughts telling her that a boy was here for her. A small smile slid onto her face and told him to let him up. Luke was here, not to "make her forget", but just to hold her, be a friend. It was strange that that was all she wanted, but it was. At the thought of him her heart gave a little flutter he was too good to her. Never judging her, never turning on her, he knew who she was and accepted her, weird quirks and all. Now normally the flutter would have caused her to panic again, but she assumed it was just because the whole Jacen thing was bugging her, she was feeling abandoned. Josie wanted that connection, but she didn't want it with Luke...of course not. They were just friends, fuck buddies, that's it, nothing more...nothing less. Even though in that dream their kids were really adorable.