"To Jacen she is," Emily mentally kicked herself again, stop it, stop being mopey about him. Move on, he loves Lexie and he just said he might recognize you later because Evan threatened him. He didn't mean it, she didn't want his pity. She bit her lip as Leti started asking for clarification. Darn it, she knew she said too much, stupid mouth. Leti was the closest thing to an older sister she had, if she couldn't trust her...who could she trust. She took a deep breath,
"If I tell you you have to swear to never tell anyone about this, also don't hate me," she paused as she whispered, "I can control the weather, I'm happy it's sunny, I'm sad it rains, I'm heartbroken...there's a hurricane. That hurricane that happened in April...that was my fault. That is why I can't be with anyone, I can't risk that happening again, I was lucky no one got killed."