"No, it's cool! I mean you didn't know, and it's not like I remember him much or anything, so..."
Right, moving on is good. "Oh, right. That makes more sense. Sorry, I'm a little," she makes a gesture that probably means 'out of it,' but could also be misconstrued as 'crazy,' so uh, take that as you will. "So in other words it just sucks balls."