Feb. 19th, 2019 at 4:31 PM
Soooo... I just wanna say that life works in weird flarkin' ways sometimes.
I kept looking for someone who'd want to be with me, and apparently being a major pain in the ass the entire time. But when I finally stopped pushing for it, that's when I found someone.
I'm still a mess, and I know that. I'm weird, I'm clingy, and I'm little too emo at times. But I'm trying to improve, at least.
And tell me fate didn't give me the most beautiful reward possible for trying to improve myself.
( I could seriously look into these eyes all day. )
For the first time in a long, long time... I'm smiling. Really, legitimately smiling.
I kept looking for someone who'd want to be with me, and apparently being a major pain in the ass the entire time. But when I finally stopped pushing for it, that's when I found someone.
I'm still a mess, and I know that. I'm weird, I'm clingy, and I'm little too emo at times. But I'm trying to improve, at least.
And tell me fate didn't give me the most beautiful reward possible for trying to improve myself.
( I could seriously look into these eyes all day. )
For the first time in a long, long time... I'm smiling. Really, legitimately smiling.