"Damn. Had to try. No fun being the town bicycle when nobody wants to ride you." She joked, winking to her sister. She sighed then, when Zola brought up Emme. Obviously, they needed to talk about this, but it didn't make the transition to the more serious topic any easier.
"I have to." Ellis said, closing her eyes so she couldn't see the inevitable disappointment on Zola's face. "Right now... without even trying to be, I'm completely using her. I love Arizona, Zola. More than I think I could ever love anyone else. And even if she doesn't want me... is it fair to stay with Emme just because I can't have the person I want the most? She deserves more than that. More than me."