Finn Hudson [Ellie's Dad] (imdonewithyou) wrote in freedomtownic, |
"I know that you didn't wanna be a statistic," Finn said quietly, shrugging his shoulders. "Not that I really know what a statistic is, but I know you didn't wanna be one." He sighed. Quinn had been so adamant about giving up the baby that the fact that they might be able to keep her made him more confused than happy. Not that he didn't want to be Drizzle's dad! Finn loved Drizzle, and he just wanted her to have a good life, like, the best life ever. "I'm just confused because you said Drizzle would be better off without us," he admitted. "And it made me sad. But I don't want her to have a bad life. She's my daughter." "It's okay," Finn told her, sighing quietly. "Well, it's not okay-okay, but I think it will be. I don't like hate the two of you or anything." He shook his head, suddenly interested in the ground. "I just wanted to be her dad and I'm so obviously not, like at all and I just don't understand." "How am I supposed to be her father when she's gonna know I'm not?" He glanced briefly at Quinn before focusing his gaze behind her, trying to will the tears that were forming in his eyes away. "I don't want her to hate me. I love her so much. And she's probably going to think I barely tolerate her." |