Honestly? I just take advantage of being here, knowing that I could be sent back to live out the things that you and Miss Kasuragi speak of and whatever else happens after that at any time. I enjoy being here while I am here.
If all that you are going to do is worry about what might happen when and if you go back there instead of living a life here that has been gifted to you, then you are the idiot, Asuka.