|Dr. Ellis Shepherd (ellis_grey) wrote in freedomtownic,|
@ 2021-05-13 00:47:00
|Entry tags:||ellis shepherd (ellis_grey), kate messner (boringdyke), kylie peterson-marcus (bestaccidentevr), lincoln campbell (likeapikachu), nina gurzsky (gurzsky), sofia shepherd (triplehyphename), tess darling (fightforthelost)|
Jesus fucking Christ. I've never felt more ashamed of myself in my life than I feel right now.
So, I guess I'm staying with friends(?) for a little bit. They're gonna try to help me sober up. Kate, Kylie? You girls know where my money is, you get anything you need, ok? I'm... gonna try to get you back the Ellis you know and love.
To the rest of my family and friends... I'm sorry for what an asshole I've probably been lately. I wish I could tell you that's all in the past, but from what Tess told me, this is gonna get a lot worse before it gets much better. But at least I finally have someone who understands me enough to work with me.
Tess? Ginny? You ladies are a godsend. Since I'll probably be swearing and yelling at you both when I'm craving booze later, let me say right now that I owe you both. Big time.