I don't mind starting a new life here, and my daughter and 'younger' best friend is here, so in that I'm grateful. By comparison, this place is also stable, again, something I'm grateful for.
The issue I'm dealing with is that this recovery I'm going through. Three months ago when I arrived here, it was an hour after a raid that left me, well, suffice to say I won't be on the field for another year, atleast. That it's nothing that won't heal with time and effort, is a miracle.
Even so, imagine going into an MMA match and becoming so injured that you have to face five..perhaps six months in recovery for it-that's what I'm going through now.