I wanna say that it wasn't a breakup for me, because it was never any more than friendship the entire time, but she kept pushing for more. I just know that I took way too long to get my feelings out because she's a nice girl, and I care about her, just not in the way that she wanted me to. I just prolonged hurting her because I didn't want to go through what I'm about to now.
I guess that now, it's just a matter of where do we go from here?