I feel like maybe there's something wrong with me.
Noah's been gone for over six months. But I can't seem to move forward. Every time I even look at a guy and find him slightly attractive, I get so wracked with sadness and guilt that I feel like I might throw up.
I have NO idea what to do. I don't want to be alone. And I don't think Noah's ever coming back... but how do I make my heart and brain co-operate?