"It shouldn't have happened that way though...not because of that, because of me." He was glad she learned how to shift back and forth. Not stuck back as a coyote and roaming around. He just hated that it took that sort of emotion, and with him for it to actually happen. It should have been something to celebrate.
Closing his eyes for a moment, she asked about what was going on with him. What was he supposed to do? He couldn't lie to her, he didn't even think about trying to because it felt mentally impossible to do so when it came to her. "I'm...fading away." He didn't know how to explain it, and using the medical terms would only confuse her but he'd have to do better than what he'd given her too. He sighed some, "It's called FTD...before, when we didn't know I was possessed I went in for tests. My brain was shutting down, the parts that give a person their personality, their behavior, and even being able to speak. Sometimes it messed with the eyes too..." He was tearing up, he could feel the wells in his eyes. It just made it so much more real.