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So... I'm trying. I'm trying really hard not to let myself turn into a total disaster.
Sofia's been a godsend. And one of the best lays I've had in years She took Kate and I in, and is making sure that we all feel like a family, not a bunch of people trying not to fall apart.
I've managed to stop drinking myself half to death every night. I still have a bad habit of going to a bar or club, and playing an oh-so-fun game of "who's bed did I just wake up in?"... but I'm working on it. Some days are easier than others.
The loneliness is just... crippling. I found my soulmate, my one true love, and had her yanked away from me with no warning. My heart is shattered, and I just can't seem to recover.